writing

Diary by annelottemaasland4 October 2019

Dear body, I’m so sorry For everything I put you through The endless exhaustion Denying you, your needed fuel For trying to fit you in a shape You had outgrown for years For almost making you break And not allowing you to get rid of your oceans filled with tears For leaving you screaming Asking […]

Diary by annelottemaasland21 September 2019

Oh if only, I were skinny Then I wouldn’t need to hide In clothes that are way too big 3 Times my actual size Then I could sit down and feel comfortable My belly not showing one single roll I’d be happy in my skin Throwing out the sweaters I’m drowning in and I’d be […]

Diary by annelottemaasland4 September 20194 September 2019

I am a person with interests and character And I deserve happiness I am a mind filled with thoughts and doubts And I deserve happiness I am a social creature with friends and enemies And I deserve happiness I am a body owning two arms and two legs And I deserve happiness I am a […]

The Secret Deep

Diary by annelottemaasland29 August 2019

Diary by annelottemaasland20 August 2019

Diary by annelottemaasland6 August 2019

and like a nutshell she cracked open revealing her hollow inside with only one beating organ now exposed, defenseless for hungry hands to take and so he did – ARM

Diary by annelottemaasland9 July 2019

Anxiety

It hits me Closes around my neck Too much pressure on my chest Think I might collapse Fuzziness in my head Brain won’t cooperate It gets harder to breathe With every step I take Fears crippling over my back All the way up to my neck I try to shut them out The whispers in […]

Diary by annelottemaasland5 July 2019

Thank you

I could say thank you a million times Still it wouldn’t be enough To express my gratitude I feel towards you Sadly thank you has lost its worth I use those two words everyday I say them to the mailman, the cashier and the bus driver when I’m on my way Thank you doesn’t have […]

Diary by annelottemaasland28 June 2019

I am taking in The light that’s coming my way Never expected It was I who would say: “It’s what I deserve.” – ARM

Diary by annelottemaasland27 May 20194 September 2019

When I reached for your hand it wasn’t there to grab it I’d look up to see your face But you would look in another direction distracted Busy judging what others are doing Rather focussing on them than on your own doings I would grab your skirt Pulling it a few times Trying to get […]