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Diary by annelottemaasland21 September 2019

Oh if only, I were skinny Then I wouldn’t need to hide In clothes that are way too big 3 Times my actual size Then I could sit down and feel comfortable My belly not showing one single roll I’d be happy in my skin Throwing out the sweaters I’m drowning in and I’d be […]

Diary by annelottemaasland9 September 2019

Daisy oh Daisy, so small and sophisticated bringing a little color to endless fields of green little girls dancing in between their heads decorated with flower crowns made of daisies smiles on their faces oh, what a joy those flowers can bring to either be picked or just to be seen – ARM

Diary by annelottemaasland4 September 20194 September 2019

I am a person with interests and character And I deserve happiness I am a mind filled with thoughts and doubts And I deserve happiness I am a social creature with friends and enemies And I deserve happiness I am a body owning two arms and two legs And I deserve happiness I am a […]

Diary by annelottemaasland20 August 2019

Diary by annelottemaasland6 August 2019

and like a nutshell she cracked open revealing her hollow inside with only one beating organ now exposed, defenseless for hungry hands to take and so he did – ARM

Diary by annelottemaasland9 July 2019

Anxiety

It hits me Closes around my neck Too much pressure on my chest Think I might collapse Fuzziness in my head Brain won’t cooperate It gets harder to breathe With every step I take Fears crippling over my back All the way up to my neck I try to shut them out The whispers in […]

Diary by annelottemaasland5 July 2019

Thank you

I could say thank you a million times Still it wouldn’t be enough To express my gratitude I feel towards you Sadly thank you has lost its worth I use those two words everyday I say them to the mailman, the cashier and the bus driver when I’m on my way Thank you doesn’t have […]

Diary by annelottemaasland27 May 20194 September 2019

When I reached for your hand it wasn’t there to grab it I’d look up to see your face But you would look in another direction distracted Busy judging what others are doing Rather focussing on them than on your own doings I would grab your skirt Pulling it a few times Trying to get […]

Diary by annelottemaasland17 May 2019

I thought you’d still think of me from time to time But I heard you have moved on and of course that’s alright I wish you the best But it still kinda sucks, knowing that you’d forget that fast Now it feels super lame to tell you this but it’s true You’re the person I […]

Diary by annelottemaasland10 May 2019

I push and I pushed Tried to push you away But you don’t fall for my tricks You always seem to stay When I make an angry face You’d reply with a smile When I’m mocking You’d joke for a while (Until a little smile creeped on my face, which I hated) Other days I’d […]