There’s this poem inside of me That I can’t seem to write It spills out of me Sometimes Unconsciously But it hides away In the shadows of my brain The moment I try to grasp it And I guess that’s what happens When you know the truth But are afraid to speak it Because once […]
Moredepression
It was October And Christmas ornaments started to decorate store decors Lights were put up in trees And soon, the first snow would fall And all I could think about was how I wish there wasn’t another Christmas How I didn’t want to participate In parties with meaningless laughter Sparkly dresses and suits with ties […]
MoreIn the pitch black dark I find myself At the overpass Staring down at the railroad Waiting for a train to come For its gust of wind to hit me To make me feel alive Until the headlights die Into the night And I’m left with nothing But the music blasting from my earphones To […]
MoreI don’t know how or why I became the person to walk the streets at night without looking to the left and right because it didn’t matter what would happen I no longer cared This can’t go on forever Dressed in black I cross the road On my way to my forever home – ARM
MoreIt’s so much easier To fall back in a black hole Than to keep on climbing Against a slippery wall With nothing to hold on to No structure to find No hands reaching out To pull you towards the light While falling down is easy Nothing you have to do You only have to fall […]
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