Poems
There’s this poem inside of me That I can’t seem to write It spills out of me Sometimes Unconsciously But it hides away In the shadows of my brain The moment I try to grasp it And I guess that’s what happens When you know the truth But are afraid to speak it Because once […]
MoreI’d give in Time and time again To keep your engine running I don’t know why All I know is I would starve myself Before I’d let you go hungry And every last drop Of my half-full cup That you refer to as helf-empty I saved for you I’ve always been willing To give you […]
MoreIt was October And Christmas ornaments started to decorate store decors Lights were put up in trees And soon, the first snow would fall And all I could think about was how I wish there wasn’t another Christmas How I didn’t want to participate In parties with meaningless laughter Sparkly dresses and suits with ties […]
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Dementia
People keep asking me how my grandfather is doing But I’ve ran out of synonyms for the words ‘not good’ His sickness has spread from his head to his legs And his always warm, strong hands are now cold and trembling in mine It’s like his muscles can’t get used to the stillness they’ve been […]
MoreI needed something to change drastically Right this second Or I knew I’d go insane If I hadn’t lost my mind already I needed something, anything But my mind only drew unfamiliar pictures And my brain didn’t quite know What it was I so desperately yearned for I wanted to be held For two hands […]
MoreThe place where I’m from Is the place where I was born But I’m unsure If it is where I belong – ARM
MoreIn the pitch black dark I find myself At the overpass Staring down at the railroad Waiting for a train to come For its gust of wind to hit me To make me feel alive Until the headlights die Into the night And I’m left with nothing But the music blasting from my earphones To […]
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