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In the pitch black dark I find myself At the overpass Staring down at the railroad Waiting for a train to come For its gust of wind to hit me To make me feel alive Until the headlights die Into the night And I’m left with nothing But the music blasting from my earphones To […]

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I’ve cried with you I’ve cried for you Hell, I even cried in your lap Nothing I can say to assure you It is ever getting better than that You won’t believe me Though the experiences The tears we have shed Are as real and true as my words are for you I’d let you […]

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I carry this feeling of longing It’s with me everyday It’s there when I look through my window and see some children play A game of hide and seek A game that never gets old I still play it daily Even though I’m 23 years old I have no playmates to play with So I […]

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You want the best for me, you say. As if you weren’t the one to break me in the first place. The one who tore my already bleeding scars open, just to see how much deeper you could go. Cursing, digging, stabbing. Until you found a spot no one would dare look and buried it […]

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It’s been a year Since you took your last breath But you were already asleep A few days before that Your body put to rest Which you so deeply deserved But your brain kept resisting Not wanting to let go Until a few days later Your chest went up and down One last time And […]

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I tried to let in some of your red to listen and to understand I saw how our colors met And how they made orange We could’ve been orange But instead You cried in yellow While I bled in red No commands I shouldn’t bother It could only be red Orange wasn’t your color And […]

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This tiredness My restless soul Not something Some sleep will solve No vitamins Or nutritious meal Will satisfy the hunger The fatigue I feel One good night’s rest Won’t make up For all the wide awake encounters Just like One pill Won’t solve everything that haunts her – ARM

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