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You want the best for me, you say. As if you weren’t the one to break me in the first place. The one who tore my already bleeding scars open, just to see how much deeper you could go. Cursing, digging, stabbing. Until you found a spot no one would dare look and buried it […]

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On my way to the Second Star to the right Where I thought I’d find Neverland My boots got stuck in the snow It didn’t go how I had planned I fell down a rabbit hole Into a Winter-Wonderland Where all my loved ones are smiling And the candles burn so bright The Christmas tree […]

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It’s been a year Since you took your last breath But you were already asleep A few days before that Your body put to rest Which you so deeply deserved But your brain kept resisting Not wanting to let go Until a few days later Your chest went up and down One last time And […]

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I tried to let in some of your red to listen and to understand I saw how our colors met And how they made orange We could’ve been orange But instead You cried in yellow While I bled in red No commands I shouldn’t bother It could only be red Orange wasn’t your color And […]

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This tiredness My restless soul Not something Some sleep will solve No vitamins Or nutritious meal Will satisfy the hunger The fatigue I feel One good night’s rest Won’t make up For all the wide awake encounters Just like One pill Won’t solve everything that haunts her – ARM

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